=)

loooks like i dont wana maintain this blog! hahaha cos i have my little diary place in my laptop:D

well well well. todayy…
            i love this quek in red jersey            
         holding a blue jacket          
travelling on bus 17! hearts.

=)))
next stop changi general hosp basketball court! followed by pau’s hse,
and then holy trinity church, next up… bird’s hse! and
then tampines central, and many many more
till atiqah’s house then whitesands pri and filza’s house and then downtown!
coool stuffs ;) i can so list down the bus stops in sequence! ahahahas =)))

because these details evoke sweet sweet memories, they are semantic information, they mean something to me. i’ve stored them in my long-term memory, which comes with unlimited storage and the ability to recall these information is amazingly frequent, it’ll be in our brain for as long as one is alive. whoo! psychology stuffs ;)


smiling smiling smiling ! cos i cant seem to hide this happiness as im meeting that funny flea filza! at our zooooo =D  where we might meet our chimpanzees gorilllas monkeys! hahahaha yays!     and today, the playlist at McCafe was so…… jc music. hahahs. hearts.

hmmmm yupps! :D  remember people! dont be afraid, to wrinkle ur eyes and smile with ur heart. =)) take cares…

Bye Bye BLOGGIE! *HUGS! :D

on bus 14 from dover to bedok

this is a tuesday.
starting from about one or two weeks ago, i’ve been receiving bad news and only bad news. news that are really affecting me badly.

i stopped studying, i missed my lectures, i dont do my tutorials, i lost my motivation and i dropped my genuine smile. i realised i haven been speaking to my friends since then. everything’s right inside me. yupps that’s what some call..bottling up. 
i never knew i would be like that,

probably i got to come up with MY conclusion.
no matter what.


yesterday qianwen told me what my very very good friend said to her (:
and so, each time something hits me, i’ll think of what my very very good friend might say to me. when the whole world made me feel like i’m forgotten, i can be sure that,
one very very good friend of mine cares and supports me.


and now i wish that very very good friend of mine to be back in singapore soooon. =’)     

deeep down in me, i think i want to end this.
once and for all.




oh yes! for everyone’s information, i’m gng for services at aldersgate methodist church!
it all started from last sunday. although that v v good friend doesnt follow Christ, but im sure he’ll support me if i say i feel at ease there. =)   i have his assurance for my actions.
i guess that’s what i really need in a friend. 


i’ve been at the huang’s hse most of the time recently, but i guess i might not stay there anymore. because. i’m happier in the east.


i know i got to do this. well. i dont know what lies ahead of me, 101% ignorant of it. but it makes no sense to carry any load with me. as i walk this path, i’ll walk with free hands. we’ll find out what lies ahead soon. no worries, it wouldnt be too difficult to handle.

quek will live and be with what makes her happy. 

CC!

yays! quek feels happier after studying at the cc :D
nope not changkat cc,
my new-found cc!


haha wonder how i’d feel stepping back into changkat cc.
and so i dont dare to tryyy. LOL.

happy CC! =))


  
dont you think this is such a happy picture! :D

today..

 

heyos blog!
i didnt have a great great day in school today. infact i almost cried when i saw yunyun :’)

wells i met a bad girl today who wasnt that helpful =(  
she really wasnt very helpful to me =(( 

i planned to reach home by 2pm today, but i left school at 2pm.

sometimes i just dont like my schedule being disrupted especially when it affects my later plans =(    


and jasmine gave me a huge scare! we were jaywalking, when the bus driver didnt seeee us! so i pulled jasmine towards me, but she resisted cos she didnt know wad was happening!
thank goodness the bus braked in time before it was so near both of us. hahaa. scaryyy!

was a little bit in shock but i felt rather happy as i recall. i’m so glad my natural reaction wasnt to leave her there on the road.


okays back to the bad girl! she really made me so sad! to meet someone like that.
i’m in school? or am i in some foreign land alone?  school isnt like this! =( 
tkgs wasnt like this. mjc wasnt like that too! 

i’ll remember how mj and tkg friends were always there for each other. always so willing to go that extra mile for someone named meridian / tkgian.    

but i dont see it in my school now.

HOWever, two wonderful thingies happened today!

this super gentlemanly guy made my day a teeeeeenyweeeeny bit. :) but i was toooo upset wif that unhelpful girl! so i walked away quickly, and not remembering how he loooks like. hahaha. he’s my second ec in school! :))



and the best thing in school today… YONG YUN YUN! *hugs*

“ u wan me go find u now? ”

“ i can one i can one, i go in lt help u take. i not scared ”
“ are u okays now? ”

every single thing she says or does make me feel loved as a friend.
i felt so comforted when i see her. and so so comfortable when i’m with her!


i dont like pple who defines friend superficially. i’ll feel really really upset.
and i’ve met more than one in school now. yucks =/



QUEK LOVES YUN YUN! ((:

hahaha EH MOnSter, i resized the photo to make you look nicer. wahahaha! ;) 

stay happy!

haha dont wana leave the latest post as that one below. =/     it’s such an unhappy topic. hahah. so picture time!

OH YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEDNESDAY 19 AUGUST  =   HAPPY CLEAR BLUE DAY!    I’ll POST A PICTURE! definitely! BLUE BLUE BLUE!  =))))))))))))))))

that’s just wat i see.

my senior once said this to me:

they have mouth to say and do what they want, but you have brains to think.

Wells, not as though it’s my living principle but i agree that it makes sense.

When people distort the meaning of ‘pride’ , it becomes something evil. We’re not some military organisation, i believe the word pride started off with a very pure meaning – of knowing  the purpose of our actions, being sure of it, and not be ashamed of what others might say of our actions and will.


But as the hearts and minds of people are confused, they are tempted to believe that perhaps they ought to deserve some special attention. They forgot to be meek. They start to walk in pride, expecting a certain kind of attention from others.


Pride – whether being dignified or being too proud. it could be the faintest line ever between.

it might not be true? You don't have to react to what i say, because that’s juSt what i feel.
If you did react or wonder about what I'm referring to,  What are you exactly defending? your passion? your purpose? Or your pride. 

yeoohoo!

was waiting for sam’s photos! the SUPER COOL PHOTOS! :D 


note1
quek and sam in RECORDING STUDIO!
 

        behind these 2 buns, it says “ SAM LOVES QUEK” and “ QUEK LOVES SAM”  wheeee! :D  music rocks our life manx.

 

note2!

START OF SCHOOL!
was pretty scared on the first day! but i know He was with me =) so i got braver.


and when i was really really really scared the night before, only one person remembers that I”M STARTING SCHOOL the next day!  PIGKAI! :D    

  



got back not long ago from og BBQ! :D

wheeee!
it was held at SHERMAN’s place. sherman is our og mate.
hahaha. one of our og mate asked, “ oh where is that restaurant?”
wahahahaha. he thought it was some extension of JACK’s place. hahahaha!


we laughed our hearts out at random topics and alice’s newlycreated words!
Soccer, NBA! (MY lebron james!), RACIST JOKES. hahaha that’s my life man. :P
but i really dont mean it okayss =)


some great friends made from sports camp and oweek. Really love seeing them around in school!

NUS has been reallllly happening! cant really keep up with the events that’s going on around me. but well. amazingly, quek is studying! making a conscious effort to keep up with her school work now. the last time i did this was primary one i think!
THUMBS UP TO FILZA AND QUEK! :D   
we feel that we’re already lacking behind. hahaha. REALLY.
we’ve had 6 years of last minute studying.  that’s ENOUGH man. 

note 3

     that’s a picture of the moon!
oh wells. as of now, it has always beeeeen… in there.  =/ 
hmm  =)      

our little home!

hello bloggie!

i had an amazing day today with fish! we went for our typhoid jab in the afternoon! and decided to watch a movie. and oh my! we watched HAUNTING CONNECTICUT.

scary!!!! it’s my 5th horror movie in my 19 years! lol. we just crashed the popcorn halfway while watching it. wahahaha.  welll the plot is comparable to mirrors! THEN, accompany fish home and to schooool! into her smelly lab to drill 16 holes in her machine modelling thingy. coool stuffs but i got real sleepy after that.

and so i started singing to her allll the way to amk central :D  hahahah SUPER RACIST :P

now…..time to tell you about my pretty home sometime back in end july!
home with my batchies! =)

2 storeys bungalow opposite pasir ris park, big fat thanks to wenfang and her aunt!

first up! Asthma room aka activity room!

 


more pictures! :D

hahaha welll, dont ask what were we trying to do

  

and some great great shots over here!

barbeque! =)

 

not forgetting some crazy stuffs we did =D

and it’s always heart warming to end off with a…??  
yes that’s right! family photo.


  loves.

starting new

yayyyiees!! donee with this new blogskin!
but now i'm too sleepy to blog already :P


haha shall try to keep track of what ever's happening in my life again :)
cos it's interesting to loook back at archives and go, "oh mans! iwas like that lastime! "
kkays, sorrry blog but goodnights!